[ This isn't how Adam wants Ronan to react. He bites his lip briefly as he drops his hand. ]
Ronan, this isn't about us. [ How could he make this work? Ronan would do anything for him but he also had a thing for denying himself what he wants too. Adam knew he wants Andyr too, maybe given the choice he would choose Adam but that didn't change the facts... ]
You think about kissing him still, don't you? Touching him?
[ It's hard to act like it doesn't hurt but to think Ronan wants it and denies himself hurts him too. ]
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Date: 2017-01-26 07:00 am (UTC)Ronan, this isn't about us. [ How could he make this work? Ronan would do anything for him but he also had a thing for denying himself what he wants too. Adam knew he wants Andyr too, maybe given the choice he would choose Adam but that didn't change the facts... ]
You think about kissing him still, don't you? Touching him?
[ It's hard to act like it doesn't hurt but to think Ronan wants it and denies himself hurts him too. ]