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IC Voice Mail "You've reached Adam Parrish and I probably didn't want to talk right now." Mun Contact • PLURK: poetanarchy

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[ Adam isn't sure if that's really a good thing, to be that kind of beautiful to someone. It's another instance of Ronan building him up so impossibly high he'll only have room to fall and disappoint him.

Adam swallows, as his hands are guided, his fingers spreading out over his chest, fingertips a grazing stroke over his cock. ]

You're also amazingly attractive when you come too, so... [ God, he loved how Ronan looked and sounded when he came. He could be satisfied on that alone really, or not really because he really likes the way Ronan looks at him when Adam is the one coming too. He's trying so hard not to think about Andyr when all of this right now is about Andyr. ]

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[Ronan would prefer for Adam not to think about Andyr. He wishes Adam had never known about Andyr at all. Rather than releasing Adam's hands, he draws them up to his lips, kissing each palm.]

Adam, I love you.

[I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.]

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[ Adam finally looks at him, a smiling tugging at his lips with the soft press of his lips to his palms. It is always something he likes, when Ronan pays attention to his hands but it's also something that terrifies him still. He's had nightmares about choking Ronan and not being able to stop.

Andyr's so much better than him... Ronan deserves everything. ]

I love you too. You're still mine. [ Ronan's his to share or not share. He chooses to share because he thinks it will be best for Ronan but he knows that this choice really is all his own. ]